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[ A Lonely Person by Shan Gao ]
♫ Use a story to build a castle ♫
♫ After placing memory in it, no one should bother it anymore ♫
♫ This world is very big, but I'm very tiny ♫
♫ I'm still searching desperately ♫
♫ Who is running into me? ♫
♫ Will he be able to sense this signal? ♫
♫ Next stop will be the end of the world ♫
♫ How many troubles in this world do we have to experience ♫
♫ for me to realize how good it is to have you here? ♫
♫ Having you will be good enough ♫
♫ I want to run into you ♫
Love Actually
Episode 31
Once you arrived in the States, Auntie Su will take good care of you.
But you also should be obedient. Do not be naughty like how you are at home
so they won't get annoyed by you. Understand?
Must I go?
I already asked your Uncle Tang to arrange for everything.
Once you arrive there, you then must rely on yourself.
Manyi must live and study well.
Once I get any free time, I will go visit you, okay?
Mom, I don't want to leave you. I also don't want to leave daddy and grandpa.
Manyi is already a big kid.
You cannot rely on me, your dad, or your grandpa anymore.
From now on, you must remember
that you can only rely on one person in this world.
That is yourself. Understand?
- Where are you going?- Going to sleep!
We've seen each other three times already but I still have some doubts about you.
If I said it wrong, don't put it to heart.
Master Ding, just say it.
First, I think that the name you provided is not your real name.
Of course, this is also not a huge problem.
Second, you say that your life is very poor and that you are in a very difficult state.
But based on the tiny details that I noticed about you in our past encounters, I can conclude that
you are a person that need not worry about your basic needs.
Third, although I am a planner
and that I can provide plans for your career, life, etc.,
you actually don't know yet what you want so how can I help you?
That's why, very sorry. I think we should just end this contract.
I will request the company to return to you the money you paid before.
Or, just try to ask help from other people.
If I tell you everything about me,
do you guarantee that you will really help me?
Sorry, the our appointment for today has ended.
If you want to talk further, we must set another meeting.
But I still want to tell you
that as long as you are sincere, I will do my best.
Cong Si...
How come his name sounds so familiar?
Hey, don't be so nervous. Last time was just a misunderstanding. I came to apologize.
I understand. You did that for Qinghuan's sake.
You might understand me but you surely don't understand An Qinghuan.
An Qinghuan really didn't had it easy.
For so many years, she only had one romantic relationship and even got dumped.
Do you know that there are some women who live for men?
Some women are willing to die for their man.
An Qinghuan definitely belongs to the second kind.
Who will not love and like a woman like that?
I admit that I loved her before
but I know my position.
I controlled myself. I turned love into friendship.
Do you know why?
Because I believe that friendship will surely last longer than love.
This way, I can then better portray that role of protecting and taking care of her.
Ding Renjian,
I don't really have any ulterior motive in telling you all these.
I have never seen An Qinghuan love anyone like this before.
That's why, I hope that you are also serious.
Of course, I am serious.
How many second chance can one have in life?
At the start, I also didn't believe it.
It's not that I don't believe Qinghuan likes me, it's more of I don't believe myself.
But afterwards, I finally understood it. Even Qinghuan believes me so why can't I believe in myself?
Of course, these were all just said. Words are always the most pleasant thing to hear.
It is really doing it that's most difficult.
Oh, right, you said before that Qinghuan lost a chance to redeem herself because of me.
What was that really about?
Hello, mister. That...I want to help a friend of mine apply.
So sorry. Our application has ended. Just let your friend join our next competition.
When will that be?
After two years.
Two years? That's too late.
Please just allow it.
So sorry. We really can't do it.
Bro, let me ask you something.
Who has the final say in this competition?
Is your news reliable? How come we've already waited for so long but there are no movements at all?
Reliable. I previously helped a nanny in our district. Right now, she's already a paparazzi.
She knows about the whereabouts of these celebrities like the back of her hand.
She told me that this teacher Cai lives in this hotel.
Then do you know if we would be able to talk to her?
From what I know, this food critic is quite snobbish.
Other than work, she will not accept any social gathering. She will not see any live person.
Can you handle such a person?
Human effort is the decisive factor. Let us give it a try.
If you are not eating these pancakes, share some with me.
Who told you I am not eating? I still have to physical labor later.
No...why do you make it sound like I am not doing anything? I am your partner. Do you know what partner means?
Who doesn't know English? It means people you are joining venture with. Come. Come.
- Just a little bite. - Okay, just a little.
Look how stingy you are.
Just a little bit! You...
Do you know how to do it?
Is she the one?
It seems to be her.
Let us get our props.
Teacher Cai! Teacher Cai!
Teacher Cai, I am your fans. I love to read your books a lot!
Before I sleep or whenever I go to the bathroom, I would read your books numerous times.
- Can you give me an autograph, Teacher Cai?- Really so sorry. Right now, it's really inconvenient.
- I really admire you a lot.- Mister, so sorry.- Sorry.
There are so many who have read my books. If I will give them all an autograph, won't I die from too much exhaustion? So sorry.
Brother Qiang! Brother Qiang! Long time no see!
- Why did you enter? No...- Give me your WeChat account...
- Who are you? Let go of me.- Let's call each other, Leave your number. No, let us stay.- Who are you?!
About that matter you told me in the elevator, how did you know about it?
Don't ask about that anymore.
Anyway, I just accidentally learn about your little secret.
But don't worry. I am not a person who randomly blurts out things
But if you make me unhappy. I can also talk very casually.
Are you threatening me? Do you have any evidence?
Evidence?
- Eveidence, right?- Right.
I have so many in my cellphone.
What are you doing?!
- Don't shoot anymore!- Come, let us have a group picture. There is something to make the headlines now.
- There is a topic now.- Leave!
Teacher Cai, I thought that you just sometimes eat canned food. Never thought
that you are addicted to eating canned foods.
And you even fought with canned good for so many years.
Eating canned foods are like eating the preserving jar.
You really are not doing what you preach.
You are so evil, do you know that?
Fine. Okay, come. Say it. What do you want?
But I must warn you, you cannot ask for excessive requests.
I have just a insignificant life. If I risk everything, none us should think of getting and advantage from this.
Don't worry. My request is very simple. I guarantee that you will immediately agree to after I said it.
I'll listen to it first.
It is about that gourmet competition of yours.
I just want to ask for a personally autographed invitation card from you
inviting a young woman who really is talented, really loves gourmets,
and even is more outstanding than you.
Manyi, why are you alone by yourself? Where's your mom?
You dare to come out by yourself? That's so dangerous!
She doesn't care.
My mom doesn't want me. She wants to send me off to United States.
Send you off to the United States?
Okay.
Hey Dad, is Manyi there with you?
Of course he is. Let me ask you.
Whose idea was it to send Manyi to the United States?
Dad, don't worry. I'll go over there immediately and I'll explain when I get there.
You...do you know how dangerous it is now outside? What if you get kidnapped?
What kind of mother she is?
Once the papers are finalized, I will send him over there.
Once he arrives in the States, my classmate Su Xin will take care of him.
Once I have the time, I will go over there to be with Manyi.
Let me tell you, where the grandfather is is where the grandson has to be.
We are currently separated by a couple of streets and I am already not happy. Now what?
Now you want to send him across the world? I do not agree to this.
I am not negotiating this with you. I already decided.
Is this your decision or your current husband's decision?
Did Manyi affect the lives of you two?
It's a good thing. Just leave him to me. Leave him to his grandfather. I will take over.
A six year old...
A just six to seven year old child and you can bear to just leave him in the States?
Let me tell you. As long as I am alive, even if I die here, I will not agree!
Manyi,
sit there. If this isn't resolved, none of us are leaving.
Dad
I am also reluctant. But what choice do I have?
You are expecting your son to teach him how to be a person and how to do things?
The best education and environment to grow up into
is being with your parents, being with your grandfather.
A child that's only as old as that, you all are already thinking to just send him to the States?
Are you wishing that he will become a Steve Jobs or Bill Gates?
Dream on!
No matter what, Manyi has to go the United States.
Manyi.
- Grandpa!- Where are you going?
Manyi, come back.
What are you doing? Don't hold me back.
Manyi, come back!
What are you doing?
Don't hold me back.
It has nothing to do with you guys.
- What cannot be talked with amicably?- You all are one family.
This angers me.
Kids, the topic we are going to do today is 'Our Family'.
It is best if you can draw the face of the members of your family.
Everyone start drawing.
Manyi, you drew your father very well.
But it will be dismissal soon. Our topic is 'Our Family'.
Why didn't you draw mom?
Hurry and draw your mother too. It is 'Our Family'. Okay?
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Didn't Manyi go to the bathroom? Why isn't he back?
I don't know.
- Horse!- Arching over your pawn.
- Arching my pawn, I'll eat you!- Carriage.
The palace corner liner is here. Horse again.
- Palace corner cannon.- Palace corner cannon--
What are you doing?
Manyi
what's wrong?
Grandpa took Manyi yet I still have to take him to meet the supervisor later.
I have to find him quickly.
Ding Renjian, do you hear me? -Huh?
Where do I go to look for him?
My father will only go to four places. Practicing singing at Jingshan Public Park. Playing chess outside the house of Uncle Li.
Xishanlin Public Square looking at the trees. Fishing by the north shores. Just go to those places to look and you surely will find him.
I think you are not even worried. You so want me not to find him, right?
Grandpa and I are currently in Kuci KTV. Grandpa said to ask you to come too.
KTV?
What's going on?
- ♫ Only confidence can shine on me, the center of this stage ♫- My left hand and right hand are both doing slow movements. Give you one...I can't read it well.
- ♫ It's only sparkling with me around. It can only shine with me around. ♫- My left hand and right hand are both doing slow movements. Movement...
♫ My left hand and right hand are both doing slow movements ♫
♫ Right hand and left hand repeating the slow movements ♫
♫ This song of mine will give you happiness ♫
Ding Manyi, we agreed that you would wait for Mom to pick you up from school. What are you doing?
-Do you know what we have to do today? -Yes.
You know and you came to play with Grandfather?
You can't blame the child for this.
Manyi told me a long time ago that he likes KTV.
So Grandfather always made a note of that.
Here, we can sing karaoke and we can shower and eat a free buffet.
It's great so I took him here. Am I not allowed to?
Dad,
can we talk outside?
Why can't we? Let's go.
Keep singing!
Come with me.
Let's go.
Lin Yue,
before you take the child away, I have some questions to ask you.
Ask.
First of all, what is Manyi's last name?
It doesn't matter what his last name is. He is my son. He lives with me now.
He is your son. But he is also Ding RenJian's son.
He is also our Ding family's blood line. He is the third generation only son in our Ding family.
Right now, you are planning to send him to the States without even getting our permission.
Let me tell you, I don't agree with this.
I'm doing it for Manyi's benefit.
Besides you don't understand my way of thinking, so what is the use of you guys saying this?
We truly do not understand and we don't want to understand.
We are not willing to understand.
How can a mother be this cruel and send such a small child to the United States?
Let me tell you, RenJian and I both don't agree.
When Ding Renjian and I divorced, we already agreed
that I will be responsible for everything about Ding Manyi's life.
So I have the authority to decide about his future.
If you keep acting up like this,
don't blame me if I no longer let Manyi recognize you as his grandfather.
These words of yours are quite harsh already. What do you mean by deliberately making trouble?
That's fine. When I was young,
I was able to bear 100 kilograms of iron castings. It wasn't even able to crush me.
Tell me. What other harsh words do you have? Say it all.
Dad!
I still do not want to make the relationship with Manyi's grandfather to become very tensed.
Is this relationship of ours not yet tensed enough?
You already said that I'm acting up and that you're going to not let Manyi recognize me as his grandfather.
How much worse can our relationship get?
Manyi has to go to the United States.
Legally, you do not have the power to voice your opinions.
To put it frankly, you fetching Manyi like this without my permission,
I can sue you.
You want to sue me? You don't have to.
Just send me to jail directly.
I still haven't tasted how prison food taste like. Just directly send me to prison!
Look at what you're saying!
What good influence can Manyi get if he stays with you everyday?
So following you can yield good influence?!
Do you educated people like to use this method to scare others?!
Manyi being with you will learn how to send his grandfather to jail!
I didn't say I was going to send you to jail. I was explaining the logistics.
This reasoning will not work even if you reach the ends of the world.
Moreover, as a parent, you should learn to respect the opinion of your child. Am I right?
Manyi, right now, is against it.
You didn't even ask for his permission so what's the difference of that with the birds being fed in poultry?
He is just so small. He doesn't know anything yet now. He only knows to play.
You also just know to let him play.
Then tell me, isn't this respecting also has a time?
When he grows up, I guarantee that I will respect him more than any of you does. Okay?
Anyway, for this matter,
Ding Renjian and I are totally against it.
Worse comes to worse, let's just meet in court.
Dad.
With Manyi around, we are still one family.
Aren't you still Manyi's grandfather?
Can you just think about your grandson's future?
Let me tell you.
Lin Yue, you really are rushing too much.
The child is just in grade one right now. So small.
You are already going to send him to the States? Who is going to take care of him?
Moreover, you didn't get his permission.
Or else, would he come to me, crying and shouting?
If you insist on sending him away like this,
Manyi will hate you forever!
That's right, mommy! I do not want to go to the US.
Don't leave me. I don't want to become a child without a father, a mother, without anyone loving me.
See?
And also, Ding Renjian is not the same as he was before.
Right now, he has the ability to give the Ding family and Manyi a very good future.
Anyway, if you are going to insist to send Manyi to the US,
Renjian and I will fight with you about this until the end!
Hope we don't reach that stage.
Manyi...still doing homework?
Ah, you've returned?
I took care of the studying in America business, I'll show you
This is the American school materials, these are the application documents
Look at it and see if there are any problems.
I arranged for him to go to America after Chinese New Year
He'll finish the semester. Then later, if you have time
You can go to America and accompany little Manyi.
Okay, come here.
Thank you...but Manyi doesn't want to go anymore.
What?
This is all my fault.
I'm the one who wanted him to go study in America.
But he refuses to go.
Mr. Tang, if you don't like it, then I'll just tell you. If you send me to America,
I still have Grandpa and Dad. If it really doesn't work, sending me home is good too.
Manyi...who told you to say that?
No one taught me to say that. I just feel that you hate me a lot.
Manyi! Mr. Tang is so good to you, how can you talk to him like this?
It's fine, Li Yue. Take no offense in a child's babble.
Manyi. I'm going to sort this out with your mom here.
Going to America to study is your mom's decision.
Of course, she's doing it for your own good. I've already decided when you're going to go to America.
You're going after the Spring Festival. So hurry and man up
Study well and learn to be self-reliant, okay?
You all are bad people!
Manyi! Hey!
You've come back?
I'm a little tired today, I'm going to sleep.
Give me five minutes.
What is it?
A top chef competition's invitation
How did you get this?
Because this should be yours anyways.
How did you do it?
This water temperature, if you see condensations on the periphery
then it's fine already. You can already remove the lid.
Isn't it so fresh? You can make a circle in the middle.
This heat intensity is just enough. You can turn off the fire already.
Put on the lid and let it sit for another minute.
We'll wait for it, then five minutes later, take the meat out.
Then we can cut this first.
to make the side dish. Okay. Come.
Because I am a Taurus, so I really like to eat this.
I don't usually just do it for myself. I like to make food to share with my friends.
Since you like this food, I'll explain it for you.
This dish must be paired with rice. This is actually twelve kinds of dishes made into one.
Each person gets one bowl, that's one piece per person.
When you pair it, don't look at it being fatty, but when you bite it, it's not greasy at all.
Look, I made them into these huge cuts. You're not supposed to swallow them all at once.
Maybe some boys will do that but young girls should usually pair it with a little bit of rice.
But some of these and then take some rice. It's really very delicious that way.
Totally not a waste of my time.
Oh, my, you know that Teacher Cai usually like to eat canned goods?
That's not right! She usually loves to say
"If you're going to eat canned food you might as well just eat the can"
You believe that kind of talk?
Look yourself.
Oh my god...
And I even like that book she wrote the most, what's the title again?
"Fighting with Canned Goods for Fifteen Years"
I think it should be "A loving relationship with canned good for fifteen years".
I really shouldn't have worshiped her at all.
Worshiping her, you might as well worship me.
Today I worked so hard, is there any reward?
Oh, I'm melting...
Lin Yue: I have something to discuss with you. Please reply to my text as soon as possible.
A text?
Yeah, it's an ad.
Ugh, I really hate ads. Delete it, delete it.
Huh? You're telling me to delete it?
Yeah, quickly delete it.
Then I'll really delete it.
-Do it. -You're the one who told me to, okay? -Yeah.
I've already sent your dad a Wechat, he'll respond when it's convenient for him.
Would Dad not remember my birthday?
How could he?
All your dad is good at is remembering birthdays, holidays, he remembers them the best.
Okay, Mom already did as you asked.
Will you go and sleep now?
I'm going to sleep with you today.
You can't. You have to sleep by yourself
So you can be a real man, like Mr. Tang.
I don't want to be like him!
Manyi! You're being rude again?
Why are you yelling so loudly? Ever since we came here, you've been angry every day.
I just want to sleep with you! That's what we always used to do!
Mom on the left, Dad on the right. Why can't we do that anymore?
We just can't. There's no "why."
Why would there be so many "whys?" Go to your room and sleep!
I hate you! You didn't want my dad, now you don't want me!
You're a stranger! I hate you!
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Miss, Mr. Tang has returned.
Lin Yue, come here. Drink a glass or two with me.
Come quickly! I took care of two big things today, I'm so happy.
Quickly!
I can tell, what happened? Tell me so I can be happy too.
The first thing is Qin Zhen. She can finally put down her grudges.
She herself asked me if I'd work with her to get that land.
Someone like Qin Zhen, the personality of a weasel (bearing gifts with ill intentions)
I'm not a chicken, she wouldn't act in front of me.
Qin Zhen is a businesswoman, she's easy to deal with.
But it's that project head, Li Dongye, that's a harder person to deal with.
But it's okay, this little character
will surely be taken care of if I personally handle the matter.
Why did you think of going into real estate now?
Don't you think this is having a 'peasant mentality'?
It's not really land (farmland) that I am doing here. What I am doing is...
Explaining to you women is useless.
Here, cheers.
And another thing.
Today I quit for you.
What?
I gave the company a resignation letter under your name.
But don't worry, I told your higher-ups
To give you a good reason
so you can resign in a dignified manner.
How could you not even discuss it with me and just act on your own?
Work was going fine!
A few projects for this year has just started to move on track.
I will be able to get a commission by the end of this year.
What can those commissions do? I am not asking you to provide for this family anyway.
Just be Mrs. Tang and be done with it.
I'll find you a good chef, go cook with her.
In the future, I will have more and more social gatherings. Think about it.
During family occasions, Mrs. Tang also should showcase her culinary skills.
It's not that I want to lecture you. Your cooking before
is really not good. It can't be shown to others.
I also don't know how you did your role as Mrs. Ding. It must be Ding Renjian who spoiled you.
Have you placed my bath water already?
Can you not let me tell you about these anymore next time?
Lin Yue, let me tell you. You don't have anymore retreat path. Don't think that you still have one.
What is it? You're not convinced, right?
You have to think it through
Tang Xiaogang, that's not what you said before.
That's because you weren't mine before.
I'm telling you, you have to follow me.
Stop playing to have some sense of existence here with me.
Where are you going?
Manyi 2
do you want to live with your father for a few days?
Did I fall asleep? Why didn't you wake me up?
Why are you still here? Time is up already.
Let me tell you this. If you don't tell me the truth, I would not be able to help you.
If you keep being like this, I would just be wasting your time and money.
Who cares about this little bit of time.
I have plenty of time.
And, being able to see you sleep is my honor.
You didn't take a picture of me without my permission, right?
I took a few pictures.
I know what you are doing.
You have nothing to do so you're looking for someone to play with you, aren't you?
I'm not your maid.
Let's leave this time for those who actually need help.
Are you done talking?
Just a bit earlier, for the rest of your time today
I booked it all up!
Oh my gosh! What is it that you want?
Letting you sleep at ease.
Master, do you like this watch a lot?
I don't like it.
Then why do leave a little mark on this type of watch everyday?
-Why does it matter to you? -What is it?
There must be a story.
It's a favor for a friend.
His mom wants to buy it for her husband's birthday.
But her husband has already passed away.
His mom is already getting forgetful.
I want to help him fulfill a dream.
But there are some dreams that can't be fulfilled.
I am going to cancel the times you just booked. If I have to stay with you for longer,
I will have to jump off a building.
Hey, come here! Come here!
I found it.
Isn't that watch really expensive?
This is $988? How is it so cheap? Is it a fake?
What fake? I am supporting our country's product.
How can that be the same? I also support our country's product and the original,
but copying is not right.
Aren't we just trying to fulfill the dream of a old woman?
This counts as acting, right? If we're acting I can at least bring in a prop right?
That is fine. But will this watch work?
Look, it's the same.
I think this is called shameless.
At least the one I got was real. I'm going to count this as you losing.
Okay, okay. You win, you win. I had no choice.
If I had that money, I'd bring my son here to raise.
What are you doing?
You're a bit strange today.
You're not regretting becoming my girlfriend, are you?
No, I'm scared you'll regret.
Regret? You don't think you got this wrong?
You becoming my girlfriend is like the sky dropping crackers for me.
I would be crazy to spit out the crackers instead of holding on to it.
Then...then what if your wife comes back to look for you?
My wife? I don't have a wife!
Oh! You're talking about my ex-wife.
I'm saying what if.
If there is a what if, I'll tell her that I have a girlfriend.
I won't leave her side!
You women like to make problems out of nothing.
Don't worry. I surely will be together with you.
Then why did you still leave her apron?
You brought it back secretly.
Do you still have her in your heart?
Because of this? Then wait for me.
Now I give this to you for you to take care of.
Hey, but not right now.
In two days is the competition. When you get the gold medal,
I will let you do whatever you want with this,
At that time I will wear the apron you gave me,
and make a celebratory dinner for your medal.
Do you agree?
It's a deal.
It really looks like it.
-Is this the right brand, Da Shi? - Yes, yes, yes.
But this is definitely not fake. It is the real thing.
If you don't believe me, take it to get checked.
Where did you get this watch from?
I said that you were hiding things from me!
Don't get worked up. This is definitely traded with real cash.
But it wasn't me. It was my dad's present to my brother.
I just took it from him.
I brother loves watches. This type of watch is not considered much.
Your dad gave this to your brother and it's not considered much?
Who is your dad? Who is your brother?
Don't worry about that, I'll explain in the future.
Just talk about this watch.
This...this..this I have to borrow.
Then please officially accept my request.
And also help me find the perfect dream job.
Also I promise to tell you the truth.
No problem, small case!
Don't rush in agreeing first. Because before this,
You have to do me a favor.
You already let me borrow this watch. I'll agree to whatever you ask for.
You're not asking me to do that thing, are you?
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- Teacher Ding, I am going to leave. - Okay, thank you.
Where did you get this kind of car from?
I...am this great. A customer of mine.
Are you going to die if you don't brag?
What bragging? Just a driver.
I just got him the job yesterday and he's taking advantage of his position already.
I already criticized him and told him not to do it again.
He confessed to the boss.
Because of his confession, his boss even praised him.
You are really great!
It's so pretty.
Zhiwei, this is the birthday party you set up for your father?
It's very lively. This balloon is great.
Your father and I love this color the most.
Did you invite Uncle Zhang and Auntie Hao today?
They all came.
There's also a lot of new friends that you don't know. I will introduce them to you later.
Such beautiful flowers!
Every time we have a party, your father will choose these kinds of flowers.
Mom, when we were walking towards here, did you notice President Chen of Yuanda Real Estate and his wife?
[ She by William Wong ]
♫ She ♫
♫ The eternal she is dragged away again by this memory even before the talk is over ♫
♫ I'll forget those forever forgotten lies ♫
♫ and her never diffused scent forever ♫
♫ I'll remember the she who does miss me ♫
♫ and her smile ♫
♫ She never can go back ♫
♫ but can only hear the bare and dreamlike him ♫
♫ For my beloved she, ♫
♫ pain will let that calmly created window in one's heart ♫
♫ sense again and be fragile again ♫
♫ She. For my beloved she, ♫
♫ pain will let that calmly created window in one's heart ♫
♫ sense again and be fragile again ♫
♫ I still think of her but can't do anything ♫
♫ I can't find any news about you. ♫
♫ No, no, no ♫ ♫ Oh, no, no, no ♫
♫ She ♫ ♫ For my beloved she, ♫
♫ pain will let that calmly created window in one's heart ♫
♫ sense again and be fragile again ♫ ♫ She ♫